When Life Literally Slaps You In The Face !

When everyone was younger they wanted to skip childhood and be an adult. Not knowing what they would get into but still wanted to just grow up.

I wish I was still younger back to my childhood when things was so much simpler. It was still tough but better than now ( the adult world ). Don’t get me wrong I’m still young I’m currently 18 years old, but I wanted to press play in life and see what it throws at me.

Once you graduate from middle school they trick you with 9th grade. People mostly do bad or act bad cause there still “growing up”. We all begin to slack and get off track as you get closer to graduating you have a lot of things to think about. But we tend to still get off task about hints that shouldn’t really matter.

Once again pressing play to the future. We all want to graduate and become our better selves, begin college and have the perfect job, spouse,home, etc. But once it officially come to an end you have to think really hard on where to start. When you graduate they don’t hand you a job or the income that you would need. You have to do all these things on your own.

Life has really took a turn on me. I thought I would graduate knowing what field I wanted to go in ( which is writing). I played around a little thinking I had all the time in the world. I did get my first job at McDonald’s within the 6 months after graduation but got fired within the 2 weeks I started. Almost a week later I found a new job at a call center. I actually enjoyed it until I got fired again for disposition(ing) the call wrong.

I’m currently unemployed and stuck at where I’m suppose to go next. I thought things would come slightly more easy than what it’s really been. But I know one thing you have to keep in mind. The person you wanted to be before graduation keep that in mind. I still want to become a writer so I’m going to work hard and try to get to the highest level.

Just Remember To Keep pushing 💛